Saturday, August 3, 2019

Nothing happened

This blog post is related to happy days where nothing happened.One of the most common questions many ask is 'What are you doing?' or 'what happened' when you meet old buddy or friends after a long time. Below are some day to day events in life where Nothing happened.

Nothing happened
ATM card clean
It was another happy day in Aug 2019 beginning.I was glad that water was coming everyday and I let my clothes soak overnight.After washing my clothes,I let the clothes soak another day in the comfort fabric conditioner and forgot to dry them.I took the clothes out to dry and realized there was something hard in my shirt pocket.It was a card and it was my ATM card.I stayed calm.I was hoping it will work.I continued with my dinner and then did Google search and found that someone had put ATM card in washing machine and dryer and the card continued to work due to magnetic strip technology.I was hoping my card would work.I cleaned my house the next day and got very late and missed going shopping and missed getting bread.The next day,I was dizzy without bread and went shopping.i got many needs like bread, vegetables,apples and did have a backup.I had some amount in paytm.but,I had seemed to buy more than paytm balance and had to use ATM card.the clean card was inserted and the transaction happened as usual like a charm without any issues. I definitely do not recommend that you wash your ATM card,but if it gets washed by mistake,no need to worry,that this might happen or that might happen or card may not work. Remember Nothing happened.

Nothing happened
Refund was not refund Aug 4 2019
I have made many courses on Sharepoint development and did courses full night with great interest and even little difficulty.I usually have no time limit,bit financial constraints due to theft of my money from various theives in London and India forced me to put a tough schedule a course release every month.each course took around 6 hours per day and knew from the heart that course is very good and needed by many doing Sharepoint development.Users in YouTube are very encouraging and also successful.I needed to make money to survive from the videos I made and I started putting the videos on various portal.One portal was giving a mixed experience.it was easy to upload the videos and even 1000s register in a day and they care of promotion.you need not pay first and you get 50 percentage of the sales you make.Organic promotion is nice,however I had difficult times with many unwanted and strange customers.the portal does not matter at all.Good people matter.Long back, I got a nice thank you message and then noticed that the student had taken refund after taking the course.The past seemed to repeat.Many were saying Thank you for the videos I made recently.Yesterday,I saw a student who said Thank You for this tough course and next day,I noticed that the same student had taken refund.I got angry and was thinking of reporting to portal authorities to check if a student can be removed.Then,I saw that the student had purchased same course twice and the student was not at fault.I was wondering how the system allowed a user to buy the same course again.Many times past is over and will not repeat again.i had taken efforts to get good people in life or career.i wrote down affirmations for a week and that is working.Simply asking what is the truth or what happened or what is happening or being positive that things are working fine for you can stop unwanted anger.I get angry for no reason and when Nothing happened.i had tonnes of thoughts wasted on what to do with a bad student when good students are coming on the way.

Nothing happened
Aug 7 2019
Misreading leading to misleading
I am writing down affirmations and things are turning out very well.Long back,I was cheated many many times and i have become very alert or over alert and suspect even good people.I am a trainer and consultant and do want to be paid for consulting.After Training,many students try to get job support and long back,many students made me do job support or do their job instead of learning from my training.they never learnt,never worked and harmed many experts for illegal free support.Things are slowly changing.Even long back,I got a wonderful student who did the assignment and performed exceptionally well.She got a short support,and changed company after politics in her company.they did not pay her the dues and forced her to do very tough jobs.I tried to get lawyer help,but they did not give her money back and she got a lighter role in a different company.Years later,she sent a message and it was nice to hear from her and was glad to notice that she is working on tough concepts.I gave a call and the 1 hour call was on various office politics and she has found the answer already.She had submitted her resignation and she was working hard even on weekend.i do not understand why people are forced to work after their resignation.She was moving to a different place or country and I told her to focus her life ahead and not company.She was ready to pay for my works like books or videos.I was angry that many do not pay for my training and a little conversation can help since many actually are willing to pay or meet your goals.No need to get angry that wrong is happening while right is happening.The past trauma comes in front and the mind literally tries to see only the wrong.I tried to get clients for her in the new place and gave the technical reply in email.i sent a friend ship message and got no reply.i sent a email and asked in sms or message to reply if email was received.i did get reply instantly after that.The past comes into mind where 1000 of emails were sent to many and many many read and never respond or reply.I sent links to my website and course and was suddenly angry that this student has got my course for cheap.The problem is with portal itself which reduces price to terrible cheap price and many got my course and I am yet to get money for my needs.Then,late evening,I realized that this student never registered and I was angry for no reason.Nothing happened.However,I do expect Thank you from students and I am yet to understand why got Anytime message for the automated Great thanks for letting me know message for the email Received reply.Understanding people is very hard.I too have not replied when many good people tried to give opportunities.Knowing the Truth can be very helpful or frankly speaking and not being professional can be very helpful to avoid problems.Even if email conversation are full of understandings,a voice call or conversation can help to understand There is no problem or letting one know the truth.

Nothing happened
Aug 13 2019
Invisible wall
I was looking at the invisible barriers in life like the evil eye and came across a nice book that shed light on some practical solutions using horse shoe,lemon,black eyeliner like bindi for kids and many others.i was reflecting on how need leaves really worked wonders for me and I was pretty safe in the most dangerous area in Bangalore once upon a time.neem leaves absorb negative energy and have very good benefits.neem powder can be consumed.the next day,I went to a mobile shop to enquire on why the bill had increased.i was going late many days when the shop was closed.i was surprised that the shop was open and in a hurry ,I opened a door and tried to enter and BANG I hit on a invisible clean glass door.nothing happened.i did not get desired answers and was asked to call customer care.the customer care was nice.Coming back to the door,have you felt anytime in life that no matter what there is some invisible barrier blocking you from achieving what you want?Can you think of your own success stories where you opened the door of such invisible barriers and went ahead and achieved what you want.

Nothing happened
Aug 18 2019
Sleeping on place where domestic violence happened
I am trying hard to escape India, away from corrupted systems,nosy family and relations etc.Many many have stolen my money of over 40,000$ and lawyers and repeated emails is helping to get my money back.I am seeking Truth and this is one simple truth after my family visited on weekend.MANY SPEAK SOMETHING IN FRONT and SOME THING else at the back.They are just liars and some harm for no reason.Also, when someone harms you,you need to find out who is the actual mind behind that.Many girls in my family most of my cousins have been beaten when they did not study well or when they wanted to go abroad.One cousin was beaten attrociously by her father when she supported her mother after some relation visit.Her father is no more and she cried a lot.I can see very clearly that such men should be in jail and not harm innocent.the innocent are fools by not even fighting back and even thinking great of criminals.Another cousin wanted to go abroad and she was beaten and forced into marriage.I had gone through a tough time simply due a stupid visit to India and cheated by both family relations companies and swamis who stole my money and tried to kill me many times.Those who harm have no conscience and feel no guilt which prompt them to harm again.Long back,Rk mutt swamis tried to kill me and stole my identity cards and I am still struggling all alone to get Justice.Lawyers are very helpful.Over the years,I fought all alone and got my money and document back from cts a corrupted technology solutions.my sister is so cruel that she supported evil company and never me.my father physically abused me many times and brother sister or mother showed no care or concern and it was hell in the house when humans were present.i was betrayed by own mother and brother long back(at that time father was abroad and saved) who abused me with forced poisonous injections and I was harassed by doctors in India.beware of doctors in India,very dangerous.i am healed naturally after I am far away physically.i am unhappy that my Aunt made parents come to my new residence to give me new clothes for my birthday.father and brother come suddenly and we do have good times in nearby parks.however,I know my brother or father is not happy.I wonder if my mother is the mind behind all the physical abuses.I decided suddenly to go to my house.Father told mother that he is scared of me.Long back,the domestic violence created a fear based environment and over time,things have changed and people fear me and no one can cheat or harm me anymore.father took brother along and three of us went home.brother was also thrown out after his marriage.i was angry that he never even contacted me after I left house after severe attack by parents.brother complained that mother is not apologise for her bad words on his wife and I was angry that he never even was concerned about me when I was an orphan for almost a year with no friends or family contact.will he allow his wife to be away without any contact?brother never harmed however he has lost his conscience.i have trusted my mother the whole life which is a huge problem.i went home to see the changes and actually wanted to get money back from Rk mutt chennai.mother stopped.openly,mother was nice and she made sweets which I am not interested anymore.however,she again was making a huge issue out of nothing and tried to take me to hospital.she has stomach pain and asked her if she wants to go to hospital? She said that doctors are bad and she will not go.then,what makes her do something like that again.she already did terrible things and I had gone through enough pain for no fault of mine.mad people getting pleasure in giving pain to others.
I wanted to have good time and I did have.The cat was there and she is much fatter now.i need to subconsciously realize that my mother can harm and better to stay away.I did sleep well and fear is completely gone for me.I slept in the same room where terrible domestic violence had happened.Nothing happened.I am in control of my life and body and will never let anyone or anything harm me ever again.Best lesson in life is to never trust any human.

Nothing happened
Sep 23 2019
Unbelievable spirit of dog
This is related to my guardian dog,a special dog in the street.i am in a calm area and many dogs and sometimes police keep watch at night.i mostly work at night and mostly will change soon.A wonderful dog sat in front of house while i moved all alone after another scheme by humans to throw me out of a residence which was anyway terry.i was so serious for a year and I think might smile soon,though I feel like crying while typing this due to continuous backstabbing by humans.This beautiful dog sat in front of my house only for first week and one year has been calm and peaceful.I once tried to give pasta and this dog did not like pasta and had only bread.Mostly,it denies the different food I give since I do not know what food it likes.The dog had become very thin in a year.The dog once had it's one  leg at back hurt and was limping.But,in a week's time,it is back to normal running very fast.The spirit it had was amazing to watch.Inspite of pain,it was walking as though nothing happened without any complain and was doing barking at night along with other dogs normally.Nothing happened.Actually,it's much better and stronger now.

Mar 16 2020

Today was a nice day.Nothing happened though the fear of corovirus was haunting people.To me,it's normal to clean more,use hand sanitizer,cover face normally while going out of house and it was a normal sight to see many cleaning shops, wearing  masks.I read a sign that said Be the change you want to see in the world and it was a strange scene of everyone cleaning.The crowd was less and security was not there in shops and many were absent from.i got the best customer service from many shops.I got my mobile charging fixed and I am typing blog from mobile.Something was seemingly not normal in vegetable organic shop and wonder if fear was floating.the shopping went well without any issues and card worked well in all shops.i got a new gas cylinder and they delivered almost immediately which takes a day.I fed the dogs bread. and  felt happy that a dog came inside building.Looked like the grip of a new neighbor to stop a dog from entering was failing after a long time.Things may be abnormally clean,silent,less crowded for all,but it was a wonderful day for me with silence,blue sky and many good surprises.


March 27 2020

A day out when all inside

This is a day of lockdown where only few supermarkets are open and others are  closed.i thought of going shopping next week,but suddenly decided to get bread and many stuffs for 15 days.I went out and my favorite dogs came.one dog took the bread and I hope the white dog eats the bread.i love the white dog.i do not know how to feed animals,but very happy when the white dog eats bread.one day it surprised me with a visit in front of house and ate a bread.it rarely eats.i went ahead and walked on the road to supermarket.there was silence an eerie silence.a dog suddenly came and licked me.i used my hand sanitizer though I know nothing will happen (due to my nature to avoid touch) I just saw a day back how dogs were happy living in the middle of the road.I could cross a road so easily which was always difficult to cross in traffic.i went ahead and wondered whether shop was open and yes,Mk Retail was open and I felt like home with friendly crowd. the shop was about to close at 6pm and I had just come on time.i got fruits, vegetables,bread,jeera,fenugruic.third floor was closed . brown rice was gone and many items were empty in the shelves.pomogranate and many vegetables carts were empty.few days back,I was searching for milk tetra pack and the shop boy was kind enough to point me to the cardboard boxes full of milk packets.even today,I observed they were helping another lady with what they wanted.this is a Muslim shop and I really like the MK Ahmed Retails.Very nice and brave and kind souls.I enjoyed the shopping experience and I came back.i was looking at organic shop that was open.i had too much to carry.otherwise,I would have shipped there.my regular life seems to be continuing or even better.i had stopped malls,travel for a very long time and working from home for years.i has struggled to get paid to pay for rent and needs and everyone is facing it now.there are times when Jesus seemed to help me get garbage bag only from one shop in town.i am angry with Jesus since this name did not help during a nightmare.I  trying to find the Truth.Coming back to nice shopping experience,I saw a beautiful cat and came back home while sun was setty.the big eagles are flying low many times and nature is bustling with beauty and amazing birds and flowers are blooming.Blue sky,sunshine and the weather is perfy.I am happy to get water every day.It was a fantastic day.



Tuesday, January 22, 2019

22 Jan 2019- Cheating in Indian Railways

Not a day goes by in India with some cheating or other. There are few genuine good who are tortured by the rest of the cheaters in India. Some systems are so evil. I was forced to go to a train station to welcome my family, though I never want to meet there in Railway Station. I was late to their Platform in the train station after getting cheated by Auto.A ticket master showed me the way and no one checked anything. On the way back, they checked and took 300 for a 10 value platform ticket. Its a brilliant plan of Indian Railways to do no check while entering, all evil can enter, on the exit, find educated fools to take money who pay also. So many criminals are freely roaming in the train station.